Today has literally been the worst day of my life so far, I’m not even over exaggerating. 

My granny’s funeral is tomorrow and I’m not ready to say goodbye to her just yet, I’m so scared :(

Really want someone to come and scratch my back and give me a massage right now, that would be wonderful

Cancer Research 5K run.

Christina Robb is fundraising for Cancer Research UK

I don’t usually post things like this but I am running a 5K run a week on Sunday (26th May) for Cancer Research UK in memory of my granny who passed away last Friday (10th May).

If any of you wish to make a donation, you can do so with your bank card on this website and it’s 100% secure and I promise I’m not scamming any of you haha <3 

If you donate, thank you so much and it means the world! Let’s get rid of cancer once and for all. x

EH

GUESS WHO IS GOING TO SEE PARAMORE IN WEMBLEY IN SEPTEMBER

TOTALLY NOT ME

OMG I AM SO EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDDD

It’s really horrible seeing my dad like this.

His mum (my Granny) passed away 4 days ago and he still hasn’t had a proper breakdown over it but I know it’s coming eventually. I mean, I broke down the second I found out and haven’t had a tearless night since then. My mum is annoyed at him for not getting upset but it’s coming across as if he doesn’t care but I know him well enough to say it’s just a matter of time before it hits him properly.
He is going to see her body on Thursday morning so that might be the shock that he needs.
Death is horrible.

Just want it to be summer so I can wear short shorts and sun hats and go to the beach and it’ll be amazing, 30 days until it all starts yaaaaaay

I really really really want my left nipple pierced, ooooh.

Running out of things to talk about with someone you really want to talk to sucks soooooo bad.

Someone come help me clear out my wardrobe.
So many nice clothes residing at the bottom of it that I’ve neglected for far too long, time to come out now pretty things.

I need to find my Hollow Crown sweatshirt.
it’s disappeared and I’m sad :(

I can’t decide if I want to say a eulogy as my Granny’s funeral.

On one hand I really want to say something personal about her but on the other I don’t want to get up there and turn into a mush of emotions and completely ruin it.

Seeing someone who you really care about hurting and not being able to do anything about it sucks so bad.

Urgh I just want to cry, worst kinda mood. :(